im over.

its been a week..

a week from that sin.. that tragedies..

im over now. im totally over.

sometimes i feel like im hurt..

sometimes i feel like i hate him..

sometimes i feel like im angry with him..

with me..

with myself..

sometimes i feel like im a b*tch.. a sl*t or anything..

sometimes i feel like his just playing around with me..

it because the situation.. the condition..

but,still sometimes.. i feel that he do "LOVE" me..

he cares about me..

his talking the truth..

*sigh*

but,sometimes..

i tell myself that everythings gonna be okay..

im strong..

its just a part of a game..

this is the better way for me.. for him.. for us..

better that i know this soon..

*sigh*

no matter what, I MUST BE STRONG.

umm,Sigit.. you must be strong either,dude. i’ll be losing ur funny blog if your not okay,i guess.

"dear God,thanks for sending me,my bestfriends that cares me so much.. thought that they didnt care with me,but im wrong.. they LOVE me. they CARE me. and REALLY know how to LOVE,how to CARE me in the RIGHT WAY. please guide me upon a falling."

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